Hardworking and cynical pianist Eric Lowell always had trouble connecting with others—a struggle he blames on his OCD. At eighteen, he finds someone who truly sees him: Andrew Westcott, a gentle autistic violinist who tiptoes into his heart and makes him experience feelings he’d never known. But after a brief and turbulent romance, Andrew disappears with no explanation.

Ten years later, Eric has almost forgotten his first love. He traded his countryside town for bustling London to pursue his dream of becoming a film composer. Now that Eric juggles a strenuous full-time job and a wavering mental health, he’d say he...

Hardworking and cynical pianist Eric Lowell always had trouble connecting with others—a struggle he blames on his OCD. At eighteen, he finds someone who truly sees him: Andrew Westcott, a gentle autistic violinist who tiptoes into his heart and makes him experience feelings he’d never known. But after a brief and turbulent romance, Andrew disappears with no explanation.

Ten years later, Eric has almost forgotten his first love. He traded his countryside town for bustling London to pursue his dream of becoming a film composer. Now that Eric juggles a strenuous full-time job and a wavering mental health, he’d say he has more than enough on his plate to go searching for romance.

Everything takes a turn when Andrew tumbles back into Erics life right after he receives a career-changing job offer. Old feelings crawl back to the surface, and the desire to relive the past burns inside Eric. But how can he surrender to this overwhelming passion when he’s terrified of having his heart broken all over again?