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Story: A Wallflower’s Convenient Duke (Lords of Convenience #6)
The door clicked softly behind her as Evelyn stepped into the study, her silken skirts whispering against the polished floor. She took in the scene without speaking—a son hunched in silence, his shoulders rigid, surrounded by relics that no longer stirred joy.
Philip didn’t look up. “If you’ve come to lecture me, Mother,” he murmured, “you’ll have to get in line behind my conscience. It has already had a head start.”
Evelyn approached with the measured grace that had always marked her presence. She glanced at the disordered spread of artefacts across his desk, her brow lifting ever so slightly. “You should dust these,” she said mildly. “They deserve better than to be caught in the fallout of your guilt.”
That made him look up.
She gave him a sympathetic smile and took the armchair opposite, folding her hands in her lap as if they were merely about to discuss the day’s weather. But her eyes—wise, shrewd, and impossibly kind—were fixed on his face.
“You’ve been in here for three days,” she said gently. “You haven’t ridden, or gone to the club. You didn’t even come down when Emily brought the children. That, more than anything, tells me your heart is not bruised—it is broken.”
Philip looked away.
“I was angry,” he said, his voice a low rasp. “Furious. But now all I feel is… hollow. I should never have spoken to her as I did.”
Evelyn tilted her head. “Did you mean what you said?”
“No.” His answer came swiftly, without hesitation. “At least—not the part where I accused her of being complicit. I see now… she didn’t know. She couldn’t have. But in the moment, everything—everything—felt like a trap closing in on me. Her mother’s confession, the lies, the humiliation…”
“You were frightened,” Evelyn said. “You won’t admit it aloud, but you were. You’ve been hurt before. And when this happened, all the pain you buried came rushing back.”
Philip’s fingers tightened around the edge of the desk. “I thought she was different.”
“She is,” Evelyn replied calmly. “You’re simply not used to trusting someone enough to believe that.”
Silence fell between them once more, thick with unspoken truths. The fire crackled in the hearth, a low, steady hum that seemed to echo the slow return of clarity in Philip’s mind.
He gestured to the collection strewn across the desk. “Some of these belonged to her father,” he said hoarsely. “I didn’t know… but now I realise. They were hers. I’ve bought pieces of her life without knowing what they were. I intended to surprise her, not…” His voice faltered. “Not wound her.”
Evelyn rose, moving to his side. She placed a hand gently on his shoulder.
“Then you must return them to her,” she said. “Not just the artefacts, Philip. But your words. Your trust. Your heart. She deserves to know that you still hold it.”
He looked up at her, anguish stark in his eyes.
“But what if it’s too late?”
She gave a faint, knowing smile. “Love, when it is real, can bend without breaking. But it does not wait forever. If she is worth fighting for, and I believe she is—then fight.”
Philip swallowed hard. The truth, laid bare by his mother’s steady wisdom, struck deep. He had misjudged Blanche. Let fear and pride override everything they had begun to build together. But now… now he saw the shape of what had been lost, and it gutted him.
Evelyn took a step back, toward the door—then paused, turning slowly.
Her voice was quiet, but firm. “She came into your life like a summer storm, Philip. Unexpected, yes, but perhaps she was sent to wash away all that came before. Do not let this storm pass without finding the light it’s left behind. ”
She did not leave. She lingered in the doorway, as though sensing that the most important words had yet to be said.
Philip looked up from the artefacts, finally meeting her gaze.
The lines on Evelyn’s face spoke of a life well lived, and her eyes, pools of tempered compassion, held a wisdom he had always known and trusted.
And in that moment, it felt as though she saw right through the walls he had so carefully built around his heart.
“Blanche’s actions may be coloured by the shadows of her own past, just as yours may still bear the bruises of old wounds,” Evelyn said gently. “But to close your heart entirely to love’s redemptive power is the greater tragedy. Bitterness has never healed a soul.”
Philip’s jaw clenched. “How can I know what’s real?” he asked, his voice rough with weariness. “How can one distinguish sincerity from illusion? This pain—it feels the same as it did before. And I... I do not know how to recover.”
She walked back toward him, slow and deliberate, and placed a steadying hand on his shoulder.
“You recover by listening to your heart—truly listening. And by giving time its due. You’ve been burned, yes. But not all fires are meant to consume. Some are meant to temper.”
Philip’s eyes dropped to the desk, where the ancient relics of Blanche’s past lay strewn across the wood like silent witnesses. Each one a testament to the life she had loved—and the pain she had been forced to endure.
Evelyn followed his gaze, her expression softening.
“Philip,” she said quietly, “Blanche is not her mother. She never was. I believe—no, I know—that she had no part in any ruthless scheming. Isabella may have been deceptive. But Blanche... Blanche has only ever shown you her heart.”
He shook his head slowly, the ache of regret rising again. “I didn’t see it. I saw only what I feared. I let the past dictate the truth.”
“You let pain cloud your judgment. That is human. But you can still choose differently.”
He looked at her. “Why are you so certain she’s innocent?”
Evelyn’s lips curved with a quiet, almost maternal pride. “Because I know the look of a woman falling in love, even when she’s trying not to show it. I saw it in Blanche’s eyes every time she looked at you—especially when she thought no one was watching.”
Philip’s breath caught, but Evelyn pressed on, her tone soft and unrelenting.
“I see now that Isabella is a social climber and a schemer. A mother who would use her own daughter as a pawn in her game. Blanche, on the other hand, has only ever been earnest. Brave. Curious. Compassionate. You’ve seen it too, I know you have.
The question is, are you brave enough to forgive her for something she never did? ”
The memory returned to him, clear and sharp—the moment he asked Blanche to marry him in the aftermath of the scandal.
The look in her eyes hadn’t been triumph.
It had been shock. Sadness. Even fear. That was not the look of a woman caught in a conspiracy—it had been the look of a woman caught in a trap not of her making.
He had mistaken her silence for guilt. But now he knew—it had been pain.
“She didn’t want to trap me,” he murmured aloud, the truth settling like a stone in his chest. “She was as much a victim of her mother’s plans as I was.”
Evelyn gave a small, approving nod. “Yes. And now she suffers, not just because of her mother’s betrayal, but because the man she was beginning to trust turned away from her in the moment she needed him most.”
Philip closed his eyes. The weight of it crashed over him.
“Then I’ve done her a greater harm than even Isabella could,” he said hoarsely.
“Not yet,” Evelyn whispered. “But you will, if you do nothing now.”
She moved once more to the door, her touch squeezing his shoulder one last time. “Love is not about ease, Philip. It’s about choosing again and again, even when it’s hard. Especially when it’s hard. And Blanche is worth that choice.”
The room was silent after she left, but her words remained—settled into the air like dust, like truth.
Philip rose slowly, his heart pounding with the stirrings of something he had not allowed himself to feel since that terrible night—hope. It flickered in the darkness, faint but insistent.
And perhaps... just perhaps... There was still time to make things right.
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