Page 3
Story: To Carve A Wolf
The pain didn’t. It lingered, hot and raw, like embers pressed into open flesh. My limbs shook. Sweat clung to my face, pooling at my jaw. My breath came fast and shallow. I didn’t cry. Not now. The sob had already been swallowed. I lay there, panting, muscles twitching from the effort of holding still.
I couldn’t move yet. I didn’t even try. She leaned against her cluttered table and watched me, arms crossed, eyes gleaming in the candlelight.
“You know without the full set, an alpha could scent you if they got close.”
I forced my head to the side, meeting her gaze with a grimace. “I know how to stay away from alphas. I’ve done it my whole life.”
The witch tilted her head. “But why? Why go against your nature so hard? Why bleed for it, month after month, year after year?”
I didn’t answer at first. The words came slow, cracked around the edges.
“Because I saw what it means to be what I am. I saw what they did to my sisters. How they were groomed, caged, broken down into pretty little things meant to please the monsters who claimed them. I won’t live on my knees.”
She studied me a long moment, then shrugged and turned back to her workbench.
“You keep telling yourself that.”
But she didn’t say I was wrong. She handed me a small vial. The liquid inside shimmered, opalescent and cold.
“Drink this. For the pain. It won’t take all of it, but enough to walk.”
I drank. It tasted like copper and nettles.
“You know the cost of this magic,” she added softly, almost to herself. “It takes. Always takes. From the blood, from the bone. It’ll catch up to you one day.”
I nodded. I knew. I just didn’t care. The pain dulled slightly, enough for me to sit up, to pull on my cloak and limp to the door. Each step on the road back to the village was agony, like walking with fire stitched into my spine. But I kept moving. I had to.
I stopped at Jena’s house, a squat little home near the town centre. Baskets and wicker hampers lined her porch in neat stacks. She sold them in the market for just enough to feed her three children.
Jena answered the door with flour on her hands and a baby on her hip.
“Back already? Feeling better?”
I nodded, offering a tight smile. “Much. Just a stomach ache.”
Jena nodded in sympathy. “That woman’s got hands like magic. Scary eyes though.”
“Don’t I know it.”
She handed Dain over with a fond pat to his curls. “He was good. Helped me sort the reeds. Ate half the bread, too.”
“He’s growing,” I said, and Dain threw his arms around my waist with a laugh.
Jena and I spoke a bit more, casual and light, as if I wasn’t bleeding beneath my cloak. Then I took Dean’s hand and we headed home, one slow, painful step at a time.
The door creaked shut behind us, muffling the sounds of the village. The wind clawed at the wood, but inside, it was still—dim and familiar. Home.
I hung my cloak on the bent nail by the door and sankslowly onto the stool by the hearth, every movement sending a fresh ripple of fire down my back. Dain dropped to the floor and started rummaging through the basket of river stones and driftwood I kept for him, humming under his breath. My ribs ached just watching him bounce and move so easily.
He looked up suddenly, serious. “Did the lady make you better?”
I nodded, forcing a small smile. “She helped.”
“She has scary eyes,” he said, wrinkling his nose. “Like owls.”
I chuckled, low and tired. “Yes. But she sees things others don’t. That’s her gift.”
He brought over a rock, oddly smooth and round, and pressed it into my palm. “This one’s lucky. I kept it for you.”
Table of Contents
- Page 1
- Page 2
- Page 3 (Reading here)
- Page 4
- Page 5
- Page 6
- Page 7
- Page 8
- Page 9
- Page 10
- Page 11
- Page 12
- Page 13
- Page 14
- Page 15
- Page 16
- Page 17
- Page 18
- Page 19
- Page 20
- Page 21
- Page 22
- Page 23
- Page 24
- Page 25
- Page 26
- Page 27
- Page 28
- Page 29
- Page 30
- Page 31
- Page 32
- Page 33
- Page 34
- Page 35
- Page 36
- Page 37
- Page 38
- Page 39
- Page 40
- Page 41
- Page 42
- Page 43
- Page 44
- Page 45
- Page 46
- Page 47
- Page 48
- Page 49
- Page 50
- Page 51
- Page 52
- Page 53
- Page 54
- Page 55
- Page 56
- Page 57
- Page 58
- Page 59
- Page 60
- Page 61
- Page 62
- Page 63
- Page 64
- Page 65
- Page 66
- Page 67
- Page 68
- Page 69
- Page 70
- Page 71
- Page 72
- Page 73
- Page 74
- Page 75
- Page 76
- Page 77
- Page 78
- Page 79
- Page 80
- Page 81
- Page 82
- Page 83
- Page 84
- Page 85
- Page 86
- Page 87
- Page 88
- Page 89
- Page 90