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Story: The Lost Metal
“To be honest,” she said, “I’m proud of you, Wayne. How you’re handling this. It’s relatively mature.”
“This is mature?” he asked, then downed the vodka.
“Relatively.”
“Suppose you gotta be an adult to get booze,” Wayne admitted. “But… it’s just…” He sighed and sat back. “I didn’t think I’dever meet someone who understood what it was like to have to be another person most of the time. And she did. Shedid,Ranette.”
“You’ll… uh, find someone else?” Ranette said. “Someone better? That’s what I’m supposed to say, right? Even if it’s probably not true, since I doubt there are many people who are better than a Faceless Immortal. And—”
“Oh, Ranette,” Jaxy said, shaking her head.
“What?” she said. “I don’tdocomforting, all right?”
“Wayne,” Jaxy said, “it will hurt. That’s okay. Pain is just your body and your mind acknowledging that this is awful.”
“Thanks,” he mumbled. “You’re a good friend, Jaxy. Even if you have terrible taste in women.”
“Hey!” Ranette said. “Youchased me for the better part of fifteen years.”
“Yeah? And how’s my taste, on average?”
“I…” Ranette said. “Damn. Stop aiming for the vital bits, Wayne. This is supposed to be a friendly meal.”
“Sorry,” he said, then put his elbows on the table, holding his head in his hands. They still hadn’t seen their actual server, which made sense. This was a seriously fancy place; you could tell by their contempt for their customers.
“I meant it though, about being proud of you,” Ranette told him. “You’ve grown, Wayne. A lot. We’ve been going to dinner for years now, and you haven’t hit on me once.”
“I promised. Besides, you’re taken. I ain’t a poacher.” He slumped back in his seat. “This wouldn’t be so bad ifthatday weren’t coming up.”
“The day…” Ranette said. “When you have to deliver payment to that girl?”
Wayne nodded. “Allriandre,” he said. “She and her sisters don’t have a daddy because of me.” His day of trials was the worst day of the month, where he had to go face her. And admit what he’ddone: murdering her daddy over twenty years ago.
You know you aren’t forgiven.
I know.
You will never be forgiven.
I… I know.
Ranette leaned forward, tapping on the saltshaker with her fingernail. It was in the shape of a Roughs-style boot. So fancy that the awful decor somehow wrapped around to being tasteful.
“What if,” Ranette said to him, “youdidn’tsee her this month?”
“I’ve gotta,” Wayne said.
“Why?”
“It’s my punishment.”
“Says who?”
“The cosmere,” Wayne said. “I took her daddy from her, Ranette. I gotta remember. What I am. I gotta look her in the eyes and let her know I ain’t forgotten.”
The two women shared a look.
“Wayne,” Jaxy said, “I’ve… wanted to talk to you about that. The way you treat that girl. I realize today might not be the best day…”
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