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“Sounds toxic and codependent.”

“No, more like you and I were made for each other, baby.” Will softly sighs on his end. “I don’t think I’ll ever be able to enjoy sex again knowing you’re out there. Hope you’re happy.”

“Extremely,” I say, with a wide smile. Suddenly, I feel thankful I’m the only one who can see.

“Good. I like hearing youhappy.”

“You like hearing me moan your name,” I snicker.

“Fuck, yes, I do.” He pauses. “But what I like best is that it’s you. I mean that. I’m not going to give you an ultimatum, but Cas, you have got to know how much I want you and no one else. No one. And I’m not going to be satisfied until I have you.”

I groan into my phone and he cackles at me this time.

“Thought you’d like that, but it’s all true.” He takes a deep breath. “I’ve been rock hard since you picked up the phone. Even more now that I’m wondering if you can even get it up without me.”

“I can, but not reliably. And even then, I’ll lose interest unless I start fucking something.”

“What about right now, Cas?”

“So hard that I’ve been doing something about it.”

“Yeah?” Will purrs. “Can you get off on your own?”

“Not really. A lot of times I get really close and then nothing. Same goes for sex with someone else. Made me a great top, though. So long as I had a cock ring, I could rail a guy all night and not get tired.”

“Fuck,” Will gasps. “I think the only thing as sweet as knowing only I can make you come will be turning you into a bottom.”

“Good luck with that.”

“Oh, it’s happening, baby. So at least let me hear you fuck yourself in the meantime.”

After lots and lots of phone sex, I don’t need to scramble like I did the first few times. All I need is him ushering me in that direction and I can start using everything that’s ready and waiting. While I open the lube, I tease him further. “You won’t even give me the chance to plow you?”

“I would. I wouldn’t enjoy it, but I would.”

“Now if that’s not true love, I don’t know what is, sweetheart.” A pleased sigh escapes while I play with my ass, but I quickly grow impatient. I need more and I crave the fullness, but thinking of Will filling me instead builds my panting into a moan.

“Cas,” he sighs. “We have to do this in person sometime. Can’t you do that for me?”

The corners of my mouth twitch. “I can.”

“Don’t break my heart. Only agree if you mean it.”

“I do.”

“I don’t need vows,” he chuckles to himself. After listening to me and responding with a long breath, he says, “Be honest, baby.”

That gets my heart to gallop like a fucking stallion, but the whimper that comes out of me sounds downright pathetic. “I—”

“You can say no.” Will eases into that sensual yet unmistakably resolute voice of his. “But I want to hear you screaming yes.”

My first yes may be unintelligible when the pleasure builds to a dangerous level, but that doesn’t stop me from repeating myself louder and louder while riding out my orgasm. After making me come almost nightly, I can’t imagine how it continually gets better, but it does. And right now, I’m coming harder than I ever have while Will moans in my ear over the phone.

Once we both shift our breathing back to a steadier rate, all Will says is, “When?”

“Soon.”

“I’ll take it.”