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I moan into his mouth and reach to cling to his hair. He growls into the kiss, and it vibrates through my entire body, causing my pussy to pulse with need. I’ll admit it.

I don’t want this man; I need him. I need everything I feel he’s about to give me. For tonight, I want to hand over this power and control I’ve been holding onto so tightly.

Giving myself over to him feels like what I need before I snap entirely. I’m not going to lie to myself. I know I’m living a double life. I know I’m not normal and I doubt I ever will be.

That doesn’t mean I don’t crave the normalcy I’ll never be able to have. As hard as it is for me to trust, to allow any man to do for me, I want this man to do this for me. I want him to give me what I crave deep down in my soul.

“Ronan, please,” I gasp when he breaks the kiss.

He goes from hovering over me to lying on his back. I take the opportunity to admire his sexy body. He’s at full mast now, causing my mouth to water.

I go to get a closer look and take him in my mouth, but he reaches for me and pulls me to straddle his hips. I don’t sink down on him even though he’s pulsing between my ass cheeks. Instead, I lean in to kiss him again.

He returns the kiss with so much passion, I’m near dizzy when he breaks it. He reaches over to the nightstand for something and that’s when I notice the box of condoms. I sit up and look down at him with a lifted brow.

“You’re quite the confident one, aren’t you?”

“Aye, I came to claim what’s mine. I wasn’t taking any chances. If ya don’t want to use them, I can show ya my latest results. I just had a physical.”

“Is that so?”

“Aye, it is.”

I don’t miss that he rips a condom open while he answers. I guess his patience is as spent as mine. Once he gets it on, I lift and hover over the tip.

He sits up and palms the back of my head with one hand as he places the other arm around my waist. Slowly, he guides me down onto his shaft. Before I can throw my head back and cry out, he captures my lips and kisses me senseless as he groans into my mouth.

He’s so fucking thick. I have never been stretched like this. Tears come to my eyes, and I almost tell him I’ve had enough. However, he releases my lips and wraps his arms around me.

He holds me tight as he guides me slowly up and down. I bite my lip and relax into his embrace. He kisses his way from the side of my mouth across my face to my ear.

“Relax, love. Take yer time. Ya will get used to me. Take it an inch at a time.

“Move yer hips however ya feel comfortable. Take as much as ya want, listen to yer body. Breathe, baby. This tight pussy can handle more than ya know.”

I cup his face and look into his eyes. Suddenly, I remember myself and pull it together. I’m no punk.

I’ve ridden a fat dick a time or two before. Not as fat as his, but I’ve done it. I throw my head back and begin to rock my hips.

I start a rocking and rolling combo, causing him to growl. He nips at my chin and palms my ass in his big hands. In no time, I’m bouncing on him like a champ.

“Fuck, aye, love. Just like that. Yer so fucking gorgeous. I knew ya would feel amazing. Ya taste as good as ya look. I can’t wait to eat yer sweet pussy again,” he grunts through his teeth.

I’m so wet right now. The aura between us is insane. The connection is building with each bounce, every stroke.

I start to sink down lower, causing him to tighten his grip on my ass. Damn, this motherfucker is so hard inside me.

“Fuck,” I cry out as he starts to rock into me as he uses his hands to grind my hips into him.

He dips his head in and licks from the base of my throat up to my chin, where he bites my skin gently before taking my lips in a searing kiss. I whimper into his mouth as he begins to thrust up into me.

He flips me onto my back and pins my legs out to my sides. The way he looks down at me as he works his body into mine is so intense, I think I might come from the sight alone. Sweat drips down my breasts and a sheen of sweat has begun to cover his face and chest.

“Fuck, baby. Fuck,” he growls.

He throws his head back. My pussy ripples around him and I feel my juices gush. I begin to keen as I claw at his back.

That seems to turn him on, encouraging him to pump harder. My toes curl and I throw my head back into the pillow. He flexes his fingers against his hold on my inner thighs as the sound of my juices and moans fills the air.