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Story: Love Loathe Devotion
Epilogue: Eddie
One Year Later
My thumb is tracing slowcircles over the back of her hand.
I don’t even realize I’m doing it until I catch the way Laney looks up at me with that small, secret smile—the one that still wrecks me, every time. Soft. Knowing. Like she sees right through all the noise to the real me underneath.
God, I love her.
The kind of love that settles in your bones. That builds a life from the rubble of everything you thought you knew before it.
Laney Crowe.
My wife.
I still can’t believe I get to say that.
We’ve been married almost five months now. The most perfect, private ceremony tucked beneath the trees on our land, just us and a handful of people who’d bleed for us. She wore a simple dress with lace on the sleeves, and she walked down the aisle barefoot, tears in her eyes, and I swear to God I almost forgot how to breathe.
Now, she’s standing beside me again, backstage at the first stop of my U.S. tour—smaller venues this time. Closer. More honest. Just the way I want it.
Lucas is across the room barking into his headset like he was born for this. His clipboard is color-coded. His patience is already wearing thin. But man, is he good at this. Calm, sharp, loyal to the core. I’ve never trusted anyone more to run the whole show.
Except maybe the woman standing right here with her fingers wrapped through mine.
“You okay?” Laney asks, tilting her head, her voice quiet and steady.
I nod, but it’s a little tight. “Bit nervous.”
Her brow lifts, amused. “You? The man who played Wembley?”
“This is different,” I admit. “I’m singing it for the first time.”
She blinks. “It?”
I nod, my heart kicking. “The song. Your song.”
Her lips part, eyes flicking up to mine.
“I wasn’t gonna say anything,” I add with a lopsided smile. “Wanted to surprise you. But my hands are sweating and I think I forgot how lungs work, so… surprise.”
She laughs, a quiet breathless sound that tugs something deep in my chest. Her hand comes up to cup my face, thumb brushing over my stubble. “You still get nervous for me?” she teases, eyes warm.
I step closer. Wrap my arm around her waist and rest my forehead against hers. “You’re magic in my soul, Laney Crowe,” I whisper. “Before you, I was just… existing. And you—baby, you showed me how to live.”
She blinks fast, tears sparkling in her lashes.
And then the lights dim. The stage manager waves me forward.
The crowd erupts like thunder behind the curtain, and I lean in and kiss her—slow, reverent, like every word I’m about to sing is already inside her heart.
“Wish me luck,” I murmur against her lips.
She smiles. “You don’t need it.”
I wink. “Still want it.”
And then I step into the light.
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