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No!
This is bad.
This is not supposed to happen!
“No!” That’s Vera’s voice, loud, growling, as she pulls on me, dragging me along with her. Her honey scent the only thing making me feel safe right now.
She’ll keep me safe. She’ll protect me.
I stumble after her, not entirely sure where we’re going, until our surroundings darken without becoming stuffy again.
The nest. We’re in the nest.
I catch her, pulling her against me, burying my nose in her neck, trying to only smell her, block out all other scents.
“Vera? Mathew?” Jorge’s voice only faintly registers, before it’s drowned out by Vera’s growl.
“Out! Get out!” She keeps pulling me along, until we fall into a massive pile of blankets and pillows.
The cool sensation feels so good against my burning skin and I moan at the short relief. Until our mixed pheromones in the sheets register and I pull Vera as tightly against me as possible.
“Fuck. Fuck.” Vera’s hands move over me, her pheromones strong and overwhelming and I breathe them in as much as I can. Until mine spike in reply, making heat shoot through me and my mind balks.
No. No.
I can’t. “I can’t.” I can’t go into heat. I can’t do it.
“You can do it. I’m right here with you.” She kisses my cheek and I pull her on top of me, her body hot against mine.
“I can’t.” My voice breaks as I bury my face against her, trying to become one with her.
Flashes from the fear I felt the last time I went into heat start haunting me. Making me gasp out, making me cry out.
Going into heat means pain.
Going into heat is a bad thing.
I try to suppress my pheromones, but it’s no use. They keep flaring up, they keep getting stronger.
“I’m scared.”
“I’m right here with you. Nothing bad is going to happen.” She holds me tightly, her pheromones all around me. “You’re safe here. You’re safe.”
Another flash of heat and pheromones go through me and Vera releases her pheromones at the same time, mixing them, taking away the edge of fear.
“See? It’s okay. I’m right here.” She runs her fingers through my hair, petting me softly. “We’re doing this together. You can lean on me.”
I nod against her chest, wanting her so much, wanting to be with her so much, wanting to taste her, feel her. Wanting to bury inside her deep, fill her up.
As my hands move down her back, grabbing her ass, she lets out a low laugh. “You’re doing so well. Let it take you. We’re going to have so much fun together.”
The next wave of heat doesn’t scare me as much, way too enthralled by Vera’s scent and how her slick is creating a slippery spot on my stomach.
As she rubs against me, we both moan out and she sits up, looking at me with open desire in her gaze.
“Let’s get you naked.” She crawls back, keeping her body against mine as she takes my pants and boxer briefs off on the way down.
As soon as she releases my dick, I grab for it, pumping a few times, as I can’t take my eyes off her.