Page 139
Story: If Love Had A Manual
She pauses mid-spin, squinting at me like she knows what’s coming.
“He told me he loves me.”
Her nose scrunches. “Wove you?”
I nod solemnly. “Yup. Wove me.”
She points at herself, then at me. “I wove you.”
My heart swells. “I love you, too, baby girl.”
“Dada wove you?”
“Yep.”
She considers this, then nods once. Very official.
A giggle escapes me, and I roll onto my back, staring up at the cloud-dusted sky. “And here’s the thing, kiddo. I love him too.”
And that’s the part that terrifies me.
Not loving him. That part feels inevitable, like gravity. It’s the part where he loves me back. The part where he keeps saying all the right things and never pulls away.
What if I wake up one morning and he’s decidedI’m too much? What if he gets tired of my panicked spirals? What if this perfect, maddening, wonderful man wants forever, but then decides I’m not built for it?
I’m not used to this kind of love. The kind that waits. That listens. That doesn’t make me earn every scrap of safety with silence or apology. I’ve never known how to justaskfor what I want and believe I’ll get an honest answer.
Rosie’s tiny hand finds mine, dragging me out of my thoughts. “You wove Dada?” she says again, more confident this time.
“Yeah,” I agree. “I wove Dada.”
“Is that so?”
Well, that deep rasp of a voice wasn’t Rosie.
My stomach does a swan dive as I jerk upright, turning around to see Wes standing in the open doorway with his arms crossed over his chest. He’s giving me that lopsided smirk I’ve been powerless against since the day I met him.
“And when were you planning ontellingDada this bit of information?”
I flush because I’ve been caught red-handed. “Uh… tonight?” I offer lamely, struggling for composure.
His smirk deepens, eyes glinting with obvious satisfaction. “That so?”
Scrambling to my feet, I wipe nonexistent grass off my jeans, then stride over. My hands latch onto his T-shirt, yanking him down into a kiss. He chuckles against my mouth but doesn’t resist, arms sliding around my waist to haul me close.
When I pull back, I’m left breathless.
He’s smiling in that soft way that undoes me. Then he takes my hand. “Come here,” he says, leading me tothe grass. He sits first, tugging me between his legs so I’m leaning back against his chest.
I settle into him, sighing as Rosie wobbles up to us with curiosity bright in her big brown eyes. She stares at the two of us like she’s trying to figure out if she wants to join. Then, with a squeal, she toddles off with Milo bounding after her.
We bask in the warmth of the sun and the hush of a stolen moment. My eyes drift shut as I soak up the easy comfort of being wrapped in Wes’s arms. Everything is so simple here, so peaceful.
Eventually, I tilt my head back to peer at him. “So, are you going to help me with something important?”
“Yeah? What?”
I gesture toward Rosie. “Getting that one to say my name.”
Table of Contents
- Page 1
- Page 2
- Page 3
- Page 4
- Page 5
- Page 6
- Page 7
- Page 8
- Page 9
- Page 10
- Page 11
- Page 12
- Page 13
- Page 14
- Page 15
- Page 16
- Page 17
- Page 18
- Page 19
- Page 20
- Page 21
- Page 22
- Page 23
- Page 24
- Page 25
- Page 26
- Page 27
- Page 28
- Page 29
- Page 30
- Page 31
- Page 32
- Page 33
- Page 34
- Page 35
- Page 36
- Page 37
- Page 38
- Page 39
- Page 40
- Page 41
- Page 42
- Page 43
- Page 44
- Page 45
- Page 46
- Page 47
- Page 48
- Page 49
- Page 50
- Page 51
- Page 52
- Page 53
- Page 54
- Page 55
- Page 56
- Page 57
- Page 58
- Page 59
- Page 60
- Page 61
- Page 62
- Page 63
- Page 64
- Page 65
- Page 66
- Page 67
- Page 68
- Page 69
- Page 70
- Page 71
- Page 72
- Page 73
- Page 74
- Page 75
- Page 76
- Page 77
- Page 78
- Page 79
- Page 80
- Page 81
- Page 82
- Page 83
- Page 84
- Page 85
- Page 86
- Page 87
- Page 88
- Page 89
- Page 90
- Page 91
- Page 92
- Page 93
- Page 94
- Page 95
- Page 96
- Page 97
- Page 98
- Page 99
- Page 100
- Page 101
- Page 102
- Page 103
- Page 104
- Page 105
- Page 106
- Page 107
- Page 108
- Page 109
- Page 110
- Page 111
- Page 112
- Page 113
- Page 114
- Page 115
- Page 116
- Page 117
- Page 118
- Page 119
- Page 120
- Page 121
- Page 122
- Page 123
- Page 124
- Page 125
- Page 126
- Page 127
- Page 128
- Page 129
- Page 130
- Page 131
- Page 132
- Page 133
- Page 134
- Page 135
- Page 136
- Page 137
- Page 138
- Page 139 (Reading here)
- Page 140
- Page 141
- Page 142
- Page 143
- Page 144
- Page 145