Page 29

I shake my head, but why? Why am I telling him no? Isn’t this what I want? This is why I have him here at all, isn’t it? To make him mine, to make him love me and want me the same way I want him. Every woman knows the way to do that is with their body, so if I let him do this…

No. No, Zia, you know that’s not how it works.

He proved that to you. He showed you that sometimes, no matter what you do, it’ll never be enough.

But as I look into Felix’s eyes, taking in his lips, dark green eyes, sharp jaw, and the way he’s staring at me like he’s going to devour me, I find myself nodding my head, my body relaxing.

He smirks, moving the box to the other side of the bed as he turns the vibration off.

“Take your pants off.”

I get up and do as he says, losing my pants and not feeling an ounce of shame for it either.

I’ve been dreaming about this man touching me for days.

And now… holy shit, now it’s actually happening.

“Back on the bed,” he says, his tone taking on a slightly harsh quality. Demanding, almost, and hell do I like it.

I get back on the bed where I was, but cover my private area with my hands, suddenly feeling shy.

Felix gives one shake of his head. “Spread them.”

He slides a little closer, running his hand up my calf and stopping at my knee. He applies a bit of pressure and I spread my legs, but don’t move my hands. He pushes on my leg a little harder, causing me to bend it, so he can move even closer.

“Lay back,” he says.

I run my tongue along my dry lips and rest my head against the headboard.

I notice how hard my heart is pounding. I’m nervous. Why the hell am I so nervous about this? And why is he acting so different? How did he go from this panicked mess to this… calm and collected vampire?

He brings the long end of the toy to his lips and parts them, darting out his tongue to lick it. Then he wraps his lips around it, getting it wet. His eyes are on me the entire time. And when he pulls it out and brings it to my mouth, I don’t hesitate to open for him and do exactly as he just did.

He grabs my wrists with one hand and slides them to my thigh, pressing down and holding them in place, then pulls the toy from my mouth and brings it between my legs. I bite my lip as it slides into me with ease.

It doesn’t feel wrong like other things that have been in there. I find I actually like it because it’s him. Felix makes me feel different. Safe and comfortable. I just know once he starts moving it, it’s going to feel so good. It always does. Even if you don’t want it to, it feels good anyway.

My breath is coming in short pants as he maneuvers the toy around, and my body jerks when he nestles that little hole right over my clit.

I hold my breath in anticipation, wondering what the hell is going to happen.

I've never used a vibrating toy before. I can’t imagine it being much better tha—holy shit!

The toy vibrates inside me, and my entire body tenses, my head falling back to the headboard with a thud. I blink my eyes open when I realize they’re closed and find Felix looking down at the toy inside me like a sex-hungry animal. The look in his eye is purely primal, the color swirling from a dark green to an almost washed out shade, a pale green so light his blown out pupils look like bottomless voids.

“You ready?” he asks in this husky rasp.

“For what?” I say, my words coming out as a whimper.

He chuckles, the sound going right through me.

Then… and then, I swear my soul—if I even have one—leaves my damn body when that little hole starts to suck on my clit like the tiniest, gentlest, but sexiest vacuum ever.

“Holy shit… fuck… oh my—Felix, fuck!”

My ass lifts from the bed, my stomach tightens, and I swear I’m going to orgasm any second… Quickest orgasm ever!

But then the doorbell rings again.