If I ever left him, he would take my children from me. It was a sobering thought while he was still inside of me.

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The man left me sore and exhausted. I slept through the twins bedtime routine, but Orla gave them some breast milk using bottles. After my long nap, I couldn't sleep and felt restless between thinking of the twins and the potential new baby. I loved being pregnant except for the end part, but that was because I had two babies inside of me. This time I would have Rurik, who I suspected was going to be a pain in my ass.

He was a determined fucker, literally.

Chapter 15

Rurik

After getting some work done once the twins were in bed I had my family to deal with. They were frothing at the mouth now that they knew we were in Russia. I was on my way to the basement to spend the night with Mariya when I got a frantic message from my hacker.

Krolik:I messed up, real bad. If you haven't heard from me for a while, I went underground. If I don't get in touch with you after six weeks to confirm my safety, then Adrik Ilyin has me or has killed me. You know what to do. Thank you for being a true friend to me when I needed one the most.

I stared at my phone and rushed back to my office. Adrik Ilyin was brutal and unforgiving. He made the Beast of London look like an angel. He dealt in arms, drugs and human trafficking. The man never left any bodies behind. I logged onto the computer and downloaded Ania’s attachment to the email she sent me.

I sat on my seat as my eyes ran over the coding. The message sent to me was legitimate. I slapped my hand on my forehead as if the kid hadn't been through enough in her life. Once the content was downloaded, I deleted her email and found a thumb drive to get it off my laptop before placing it in my safe. I messaged Artyom next.

Me:The Krolik has gone. Find me everything on Adrik Ilyin.

Artyom:Are you sure you want to get involved with the likes of him?

Me:Yes. Double the security around all my family as a precaution.

I tapped my chin and wondered if I should wait the full six weeks. There was always a possibility of Ania getting caught one day, but we always presumed it would be national or international authorities, not a deadly Bratva Pakhan.

She had several hideouts set up in numerous names, and if she got out of Russia, she had a chance of survival. I couldn’t do anything because she had so many aliases I wouldn’t be able to track her. If I set up a search under her real name, then I could make her situation worse. My hope was that she could give the Bratva boss the slip because if she didn’t, she was as good as dead, irrespective of what she had done.

“Fuck,” I muttered before getting up for a drink.

She didn’t have anyone, and in the hacking world, it was extremely rare to trust anyone. We started our transactional relationship when she was a kid, but over the years, she grew to trust me. I’d never met her, and she was comfortable with our relationship being online, so I followed her lead but always left a door open for her. Now, receiving her final instructions left a nasty taste in my mouth. I sat and pondered on what else I could do to help the young woman.

By the time I snuggled up to Mariya, it was late. She mumbled in her sleep as I held her, but my worries seemed to slip away with her in my arms. I rubbed her belly before moving to her breasts, but as soon as I began to squeeze out her milk, my dick began to harden. The cream I applied would help her discomfort but she had a heavy schedule of breeding tomorrow. I reluctantly released her breast to lick the milk off my fingers.

My dick would need to wait until the morning.

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The following morning, I woke up with Mariya in my arms. I was glad she was locked up in my basement because it reminded me of when I woke up alone in my hotel room. She would be down here indefinitely if it wasn’t for the twins. A full-time Hucow getting milked and filled up with my cream. The thought had my dick stirring.

I transferred all of her pregnancy pictures she took in front of her mirror to my phone. Each time I looked at them, I felt a mixture of joy, pride and gut-wrenching regret for missing it all. Tatiana and Alexei were adorable tiny humans that we created, yet it killed me to know I missed so much. It was always the plan to settle down at some point in my life, but work kept me busy, and now was the perfect time to step back and focus on my growing family.

Mariya was still sleeping peacefully when I tugged the covers down, knowing her breasts would be full this morning. Her nipples had changed and they protruded out and up, begging to be sucked. She didn't know it but I loved how she continued to breastfeed our children. The sacrifices she made for our children were astounding.

I ran my fingers down her back while moving down the bed to reach her breasts. The outer pink areola was larger but for me, it was the perfect target as I traced my tongue around it before enveloping her nipple into my mouth. I pressed my lips around her, sucking on her until the sweet nectar began to dribble into my mouth. The benefit of milking her was knowing there was a backup supply for the twins. She was perfect and she was mine.

When she stirred, I sucked harder, gripping her ass before releasing the warm handful of flesh to caress her cheek, edging my way toward her pussy. The same word reverberated in my head, it constantly nagged me when I was away from her and when I was with her.

Mine.

This woman and the children she gave birth to were all mine.

“Rurik,” she said sleepily as I realised how hard I was sucking on her nipple.

I eased my hand between her thighs, feeling the delicious heat radiating from her. Her hand hesitantly rested on my head before she ran her fingers through my hair. She wasn't wearing her Hucow outfit, but I had different plans for her this morning; pushing her onto her back, I began to suckle on her other nipple.

When I eased through her folds, teasing her with my finger, she parted her legs enough for me to push my finger into her. She wasn't as wet as she usually was, but I put it down to being half asleep. It took mere seconds as I devoured her breasts and fingered her for her pussy to begin juicing around me. I released her nipple and worked my way between her legs.