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Story: Defiant
Sorry,M-Bot said,what was that? Something about liking the corridors now?
“Yes. Are you all right?”
Yup. Just processing something. But I’m not surprised you find that place more homey than you once did. You’ve been away, and returned. Humans are often nostalgic for the past. Plus they form bonds of familiarity with the oddest objects and sensations.
“Says the robot who for some reasonlovesmushrooms,” I said.
Hey, mushrooms are at least alive! And they’re fascinating. So many varieties, growing in the harshest locations. Did you know some fungi can puppet the bodies of insects like zombies?
“That’s hardcore,” I said. Who’d have thoughtmushroomscould be that cool?
But back to you being strange,M-Bot said,maybe…maybe you just like those hallways because they remind you of a cockpit? And of flying with me.
I loved that idea, though I didn’t think it was accurate. Still, it made me smile as I continued walking, rounding the corner and stepping into the room with the glass floor. This time though, it was occupied. A lanky young man with red hair lay on the floor, a bunch of schematics spread out around him—though he was lying face down and looking through the glass.
Rig jumped when he heard me, looking up—then relaxed when he saw it was just me. “Hey,” he said. “Hear you had an exciting day.”
“Yeah. Exciting.” I yawned. “Isn’t it morning, on standard schedule times? Shouldn’t you be at breakfast?”
“Hmmm?” he said, then checked his watch. “Eh, I don’t really care about schedules. I’ve been up all night anyway.”
“Rig,” I said, hands on my hips, “you spentyearscomplaining when I woke you up—or kept you out—for one of mybrilliantandinterestingplans.”
“Fortunately, the windows here lead into a vacuum,” he noted. “So I don’t get woken up by you rapping on mine, convinced we need to go hunting for lost treasure in yet another empty cavern.”
“I eventuallyfoundtreasure, I’ll have you know,” I said, folding my arms.
I expected M-Bot to pipe in at that. But he didn’t—and when I nudged him cytonically, he felt distant again. Was something going on with him?
“Anyway,” I continued, “I am offended by your suddenly deciding to stay up all night without me.”
He shrugged. “FM stays up late. So I’ve found myself doing it more and more…”
“Of course,” I said, walking over. Around Rig I felt…not immature, but more like my old self. I flopped down beside him on my back, ruffling a few of his schematics, and looked at the ceiling. Then I rolled over to look down like he was. Through the glass, toward Detritus below.
“Scud,” I whispered, “that’s disorienting.”
“I know, right?” Rig said, excited.
“I feel like I’m falling,” I said, staring down. “Like I’m plummeting toward the surface.”
“I feel like I’m floating,” he said. “Like I get to see everything, take it all in for once. Maybe understand it, rather than being afraid of it.”
“You’ve been doing a pretty good job of not being afraid of things lately,” I noted.
“It’s not that I’m not afraid,” he said. “It’s that…well, I’ve got a good support structure. That helps.”
Huh. That wasn’t how I would have put it. As a kid, I’d have said that courage destroys fear. Now, I’d have said that fear is what lets us be able to be courageous.
“I’m glad that it’s working with you and FM,” I said. “That you have a support structure. That…you’re no longer just that boy with the weird friend you can’t get rid of.”
“Oh please,” he said. “We both know that no one was pounding on my door, demanding my friendship. You didn’t scare people away from me, Spin. You befriended me when no one else paid me any attention.”
“Outcasts sticking together,” I said, staring down at the planet—which glowed under the enormous lights moving up here. I could see the shadows and strips of brightness they made, the lights leftover from a time when Detritus had grown more than dust and fungus.
“Rig,” I said softly, “how bad a friend am I?”
“You’re not—”
“Yes. Are you all right?”
Yup. Just processing something. But I’m not surprised you find that place more homey than you once did. You’ve been away, and returned. Humans are often nostalgic for the past. Plus they form bonds of familiarity with the oddest objects and sensations.
“Says the robot who for some reasonlovesmushrooms,” I said.
Hey, mushrooms are at least alive! And they’re fascinating. So many varieties, growing in the harshest locations. Did you know some fungi can puppet the bodies of insects like zombies?
“That’s hardcore,” I said. Who’d have thoughtmushroomscould be that cool?
But back to you being strange,M-Bot said,maybe…maybe you just like those hallways because they remind you of a cockpit? And of flying with me.
I loved that idea, though I didn’t think it was accurate. Still, it made me smile as I continued walking, rounding the corner and stepping into the room with the glass floor. This time though, it was occupied. A lanky young man with red hair lay on the floor, a bunch of schematics spread out around him—though he was lying face down and looking through the glass.
Rig jumped when he heard me, looking up—then relaxed when he saw it was just me. “Hey,” he said. “Hear you had an exciting day.”
“Yeah. Exciting.” I yawned. “Isn’t it morning, on standard schedule times? Shouldn’t you be at breakfast?”
“Hmmm?” he said, then checked his watch. “Eh, I don’t really care about schedules. I’ve been up all night anyway.”
“Rig,” I said, hands on my hips, “you spentyearscomplaining when I woke you up—or kept you out—for one of mybrilliantandinterestingplans.”
“Fortunately, the windows here lead into a vacuum,” he noted. “So I don’t get woken up by you rapping on mine, convinced we need to go hunting for lost treasure in yet another empty cavern.”
“I eventuallyfoundtreasure, I’ll have you know,” I said, folding my arms.
I expected M-Bot to pipe in at that. But he didn’t—and when I nudged him cytonically, he felt distant again. Was something going on with him?
“Anyway,” I continued, “I am offended by your suddenly deciding to stay up all night without me.”
He shrugged. “FM stays up late. So I’ve found myself doing it more and more…”
“Of course,” I said, walking over. Around Rig I felt…not immature, but more like my old self. I flopped down beside him on my back, ruffling a few of his schematics, and looked at the ceiling. Then I rolled over to look down like he was. Through the glass, toward Detritus below.
“Scud,” I whispered, “that’s disorienting.”
“I know, right?” Rig said, excited.
“I feel like I’m falling,” I said, staring down. “Like I’m plummeting toward the surface.”
“I feel like I’m floating,” he said. “Like I get to see everything, take it all in for once. Maybe understand it, rather than being afraid of it.”
“You’ve been doing a pretty good job of not being afraid of things lately,” I noted.
“It’s not that I’m not afraid,” he said. “It’s that…well, I’ve got a good support structure. That helps.”
Huh. That wasn’t how I would have put it. As a kid, I’d have said that courage destroys fear. Now, I’d have said that fear is what lets us be able to be courageous.
“I’m glad that it’s working with you and FM,” I said. “That you have a support structure. That…you’re no longer just that boy with the weird friend you can’t get rid of.”
“Oh please,” he said. “We both know that no one was pounding on my door, demanding my friendship. You didn’t scare people away from me, Spin. You befriended me when no one else paid me any attention.”
“Outcasts sticking together,” I said, staring down at the planet—which glowed under the enormous lights moving up here. I could see the shadows and strips of brightness they made, the lights leftover from a time when Detritus had grown more than dust and fungus.
“Rig,” I said softly, “how bad a friend am I?”
“You’re not—”
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