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It was the fortune-teller.
He kissed Lucy teasingly on the hand. She laughed, just as her eyes met mine. “Juliet! I’ve just had my fortune read. I’m going to marry a count. Doesn’t that sound divine?” She grabbed my hand, tugging me toward him. “It’s your turn.”
The fortune-teller didn’t flinch, nor show any sign of recognition, and my uneasy feeling returned.
“Your hands are freezing,” I said to Lucy. “Wait for me by the bonfire. I’ll be along in a moment.”
She grinned and skipped back to the rest of the merriment, leaving us alone. The night was heavy around us.
“It’s you,” I said. “From the inn.”
He reached out to take my hand in answer, his mouth curling in a mysterious smile. A shiver ran down the length of my back.
“You have the hands of a surgeon, pretty girl,” he said, laying out my palm atop his own. “Do you have the mind of one, too?”
I flinched at the mention of surgeons. “Lucy’s been telling you about me, has she? Well, it’s hardly fair that you know so much about me, yet you’ve never even told me your name.”
“Jack Serra,” he answered, giving a dramatic bow.
“It’s rather odd that this is the second time our paths have crossed. Are you following me?”
He let out a burst of laughter. “We travel the winter fair circuit. It’s the same path year after year.”
I glanced in the direction of the bonfire, where the music and laughter felt a million miles away. I could barely make out Montgomery by the fiddlers, trying to teach Balthazar to dance.
“I’d like to know the rest of my fortune. You started to tell me at the inn, but never finished.”
He cocked his head. “Fortunes can’t be rushed.”
My heart started pounding harder—why was he able to read so much about me in a single look? Was it foolish to be here, when I knew there was no science to fortunes? Soft voices came from the woods, where a man and woman—two of the carnival performers—came back to camp with their hands around each other. My face flushed to think about what they must have been doing in those woods.
Jack Serra traced a long finger down my palm.
“A child can never escape her father,” he said, repeating his words from before. “You told me your father is dead, and yet you follow me to a cold field away from your friends because he isn’t dead to you at all, is he? His spirit lives on.”
“I don’t believe in ghosts,” I said, though my voice shook.
He scoffed. “Ghosts? Neither do I. Far scarier to know we carry the ghosts of our parents within us. Every decision we make, every mistake we make, is them working through us. One’s father is like the stream, from which comes the river. The river cannot set its own path. The stream runs downhill and so the river does, too. They both end in the same place—the ocean.”
Around his neck he wore at least twenty charms on twisted leather thongs. He removed one now and pressed it into my palm, a small iron charm in the shape of swirling lines like a river.
I stared at the charm, transfixed. “The ocean? Is that a symbol for madness?”
He smiled. “The ocean is merely the ocean. As far as symbols, it is what you yourself make of it.” He placed the charm around my neck, letting it fall against my chest, where it glistened in the moonlight like real water.
“I don’t understand. You’re saying it’s useless for me to try to change course?”
Amusement flickered in his eyes. He extended a hand toward the bonfire. “Your friends will miss you, pretty girl, if you do not join them soon.”
I had so many more questions to ask of him. A voice in the back of my head told me fortunes weren’t real, yet I was desperate enough to believe anything. But Jack Serra only held his hand up, a clear direction that it was time for me to leave.
I left, hiding the charm beneath my dress, and returned to the bright lights of the bonfire. I took a few deep breaths, reminding myself that fortunes weren’t real and that he was only a charlatan after a few coins—never mind that he hadn’t asked for payment.
Across the fire, Lucy had taken over teaching Balthazar the box step, with Montgomery following along to offer Balthazar tips. Balthazar stepped on his toe, but he just laughed and clapped him on the back. I couldn’t help but smile. Such a good heart, and still the most handsome man I’d ever seen. I hoped more than anything that one day, after we were married, there would be no more secrets or tension between the two of us.
One of the older girls, Moira, approached him shyly and tugged on his sleeve to get his attention. He leaned down so she could whisper something in his ear.
“They want him to dance with them,” a voice said next to me.
Valentina stood at my side, wearing a dress with long sleeves, a rolled Woodbine cigarette between her fingers. I stiffened, wondering if she hated me for being named heir. Her gloves were gone now, and I had a closer look at her pale hand. No one could naturally have skin such a different shade from the rest of her body. I surreptitiously looked for signs of bleaching, but there were no discolorations. Her fingers were delicate and petite—too petite, in fact, for someone of her stature.
Curiosity shivered up my spine.
She took a puff of the Woodbine. Her sleeve fell back, revealing a glimpse of puckered flesh. A scar. A terrible idea entered my head. Could her hand not be her own hand at all—but someone else’s? Elizabeth said she had performed transplants. . . .
“After all, there aren’t many young men out here,” Valentina continued, pointing to the girls dancing with Montgomery.
I cleared my throat, barely unable to tear my eyes away from her wrist. “Why is that, exactly? The lack of male staff, I mean.”
“I doubt there’s anything intentional to it. Elizabeth has a reputation for being able to cure ailments and illnesses, but only women are brave enough to come. The men think she’s a witch. All except old Carlyle. He wouldn’t believe in witches if one sat on his head.”
She tapped the ashes from her Woodbine cigarette, and my eyes lingered on her sleeve. “What type of ailments, exactly?” I pressed.
She smiled knowingly. “Rare illnesses. Even—sometimes—missing limbs.”
Curiosity blazed in me, and I forgot my distrust of her. My eyes were riveted to her hand, so small and white. I said hesitantly, “If you’ll forgive me, I can’t help but notice your hand is a peculiar color and shape compared to the rest of your arm.”
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