Wanted: A Way To Control My Jealousy So I Dont Get Sin-Binned

When my best friend goes on a date with a mutual acquaintance, Im supposed to be happy for him, not so angry I want to start screaming.

Devon and I have been close ever since we were children, but I’ve never been possessive of him. Until now.

Seeing him with another man makes me want him in ways I’d never imagined wanting anyone before, and now all I can think about is having him in my arms. My jealousy is starting to get the better of me, both on and off...

Wanted: A Way To Control My Jealousy So I Dont Get Sin-Binned

When my best friend goes on a date with a mutual acquaintance, Im supposed to be happy for him, not so angry I want to start screaming.

Devon and I have been close ever since we were children, but I’ve never been possessive of him. Until now.

Seeing him with another man makes me want him in ways I’d never imagined wanting anyone before, and now all I can think about is having him in my arms. My jealousy is starting to get the better of me, both on and off the rugby pitch, and I cant stop losing control. And Devon has noticed.

Maybe its time I come clean and tell him just how much I want him.

And hope he wants me too.