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S ebastian kissed her neck.

Again, she felt his mouth against her ear. Then her ear lobe. Lightly, he kissed it, then drew it into his mouth.

She shivered.

“Do you think you’ll enjoy making love to two men?”

His voice was seduction personified in her ear. Each word whispered sent a tiny rush of air onto her skin—tingling and arousing. Her pulse thumped wildly.

Breathlessness restricted her answer to one squeaky word. “Think?”

Lucy had no idea how to think logically at that moment, being so overwhelmed by her increasing sensations. Goose bumps about her ear and down her neck. The tingles along her leg from Jack’s hand. She tensed her pelvic muscles, becoming overly aware of her nether regions.

“Will you like it when I make Jack lick your clit? Or when I tell you to suck my cock?”

“Oh.” A tiny whimper was all she could manage.

Jack’s wandering hands had brushed across the top of her thighs.

“I think we should talk about desires. Or shall we go and get some lunch?”

Her voice sounding high-pitched, she stuttered, trying to gulp and speak at the same time. “Don’t ... um... I don’t know.” She shook her head, angry at herself.

Sebastian had just given her the perfect opportunity to say what she wanted, and she blew it!

He moved her head to look into her eyes.

She knew her desire was there for all to see as she turned back to look at Jack. Her mouth was slightly open, yet she was breathing hard through widened nostrils.

Jack’s face showed his own desires.

“I think I understand, my little frightened bird. I think it’s time we talk. We need to know what you want and don’t want. I would hate to do something to you that you found abhorrent.”

Lucy turned her head swiftly at his words. Abhorrent? What on earth was he intending they do together?

Jack’s hands on her legs were reassuring.

Sebastian rubbed his hand up and down her arm. “Time to tell us, Lucy. Be honest. Tell us what you want, what you don’t want.”

Oh, hell! This is it. Time to talk openly.

Her voice stuttered, and she pretended she had no idea. “I don’t know.”

“Yes, you do, Lucy. No one here is going to judge you. Remember, you’re with two men who have sex with each other and sometimes with other people.

” He laughed and at that moment Lucy realized they really wouldn’t think she was some sick person with crazy dark desires.

“So take a deep breath.” She did. “Good, little one. Now, exhale and then talk to us.”

She exhaled noisily but still couldn’t say the things she wanted to.

Sebastian must have understood that this was hard for her. “Shall I help? How about I ask, and you just nod yes or no?”

Lucy bobbed her head in relief. At this moment in time, her ability to speak coherently had vanished.

“I think it’s safe to say from the way you’ve reacted to certain things, certain words, that you would like to be controlled.”

She inclined her head in agreement.

“The idea of giving a man head doesn’t turn you off?”

“No,” she managed to whisper.

“I imagine you like it when a man goes down on you.”

Knowing her face was beetroot red, she murmured, “Yes.” Jack’s hand on her leg was going straight upward toward her pussy, making it harder to concentrate on Sebastian’s words.

“What about if I wanted to play with your pretty arse? Would you let Jack or me fuck you there?”

She turned her head quickly to glance at him. “I ... it’s...” She peered at the ceiling. A sort of gasp escaped as she rolled her eyes, then looked down at her hands. But she finally managed to mumble a full sentence. “It’s been a long time and only once.”

“But did you like it?”

Oh god, it had felt good . She nodded yes.

“Wonderful! Lucy, look at me.”

She lifted her gaze to his.

“Neither of us would fuck your arse without first getting you used to it. We’d play with our fingers there, stretch you, make it easier, and make sure you were enjoying it.”

Oh my goodness, this is so intense!

Sebastian kissed her on the tip of the nose. “Would you allow me to hit you? Would you be prepared to at least try it, or is that what you would consider off the menu, a hard limit?”

Lucy looked at Jack. He had told her it was exciting when Sebastian hit him, that sometimes he used a thing. What was it? A froggie? No—a flogger. Jack had said it felt good.

Beginning to be a little braver, she whispered, “Okay, I guess I’d try.”

“Could I use nipple clamps on your sweet tits?”

Unable to stop her eyes from widening in surprise, she gasped, “Clamps?”

“They’re a little like pegs. When you have them clamped on a nipple, they can get you aroused. And before you ask—yes, I’ve had it done to me and so has Jack.”

“Doesn’t it hurt?” A frown creased her forehead.

“Yes, but it’s a good, sexy hurt. Hard to explain. It’s this pleasure-pain thing. Makes you excited if you enjoy it.”

Hesitantly, she answered. “Not sure, but I guess I’d be willing to try.”

“That’s great, Lucy.”

“Dildoes?”

Certain her face was now a vibrant, flaming red, Lucy glanced quickly to the ceiling again. In her bedroom drawer was a vibrator, her friendly rabbit. She’d made it work overtime lately. Her answer was strangled. “Yes.”

Both men laughed as if they guessed what lay above.

“Can you tell us anything you wouldn’t at least try?”

“Um ... I wouldn’t like to do anything that really hurt me.”

“That’s okay, because I don’t think I could ever cause anyone that much pain. I like to flog and hit with my hand, use clamps but nothing more painful.” He thought for a while. “What about wax?”

Lucy really puzzled at that. “Wax?”

“Guess you don’t know that one. You use a special type of candle and let the wax drip onto your body. It’s like clamping, a pain-pleasure thing.”

“Doesn’t it burn?”

“They’re special candles. The wax doesn’t get as hot as a normal candle. Maybe as hot as a hot bath. It’s very sensual.”

This was a lot to take in. She’d really only been a missionary position girl—not by choice.

That had left her unsatisfied, too. The one time she’d been taken in the butt, it had actually been accidental and it had hurt, but she’d gotten very excited.

But now these men were talking about things she’d never heard of.

Still, in all honesty, they sounded exciting.

“Okay, I’ll try.” Sebastian was about to speak when she continued, “But if I say no, will you honestly promise me that you won’t still do it?”

“Cross my heart, Lucy. You say no and that’s it. In fact, what we do is have a safe word. When something happens that you don’t like, you use your safe word and all play stops.”

“Honestly?”

He nodded. “Honestly. We actually have two words between Jack and me. One is ‘orange’. If Jack says orange, it means he’s not sure.

It means maybe things are progressing too fast and he’s worried, or whatever I’m doing has him uneasy.

We can either slow down and talk about what’s bothering him or stop.

Our other word is ‘red’. If Jack uses that one then all play stops immediately.

“We would then talk about why he used it. It’s like a big flashing neon sign saying stop everything immediately! And believe me, Lucy, I respect that word.”

“He does, Lucy,” Jack piped up. “When we first began, I used it a couple of times. Once when he put a gag on me. He stopped at once, and I told him why I didn’t like gags.

We’ve never used one since. I’d had a partner who gagged me too tightly, and I couldn’t breathe.

It scared the shit out of me. I actually thought I was going to die.

Anyway, now we are at a stage where we both know what the other likes and dislikes. ”

“Oh, I see.” Relief flooded through Lucy. “So that means if we try something and I don’t like it, we stop.”

“Exactly. We do talk about it also. I have to know why you said no. There could be something that I might innocently do that was similar to the reason you’d said no. Plus, we all have to be honest. Otherwise, you may not be getting all the pleasure you should be from something.”

“I can see that makes sense, Sebastian. I’m just... Well, it’s hard to talk so openly about this. That word orange. You said that it could be used because something is making Jack uneasy. I’m guessing it doesn’t actually mean stop.”

“No, but it might. For instance, I may decide to introduce something new to our playing, something Jack hasn’t tried.

He may be hesitant about it and calls orange, so we slow down.

He may call it again, and we talk about what is making him unsettled.

If I think it’s getting too far out of his comfort zone, I may decide then to stop and never do it again.

Or we may save it for another time when he’s had time to think, and we’ve talked about it. ”

“I think I understand.” Lucy tried framing what she wanted to say in her mind.

It was difficult, but if this was to work, she’d definitely need to get over her reluctance to talk about anything sexual.

“It’s hard. Um ... I ... er...” She took a noisy breath.

“I’ve never talked like this about sex before, never asked for anything. ”

“You’ve never talked about what you like, what you want? Not even with your husband?”

“Hell no. I guess I’ve just laid back, faked it, and, well ... you know.”

The two of them roared with laughter.

For a moment, Lucy was upset, but then she saw the humor in what she’d said and joined in.

“Beautiful, you’ll soon get used to being open and honest. As for faking it, I sincerely hope you never have to. Believe me when I say it makes things more arousing when we all know what the other enjoys.”

Jack still chuckled as he spoke. “I’m guessing you’ve only been subjected to so-called normal missionary position sex.”

“We’ll change that very quickly, gorgeous,” Sebastian said. “I’ll have you on all fours while I fuck you from behind and you’re sucking Jack off.”

“Oh!” Lucy couldn’t stop her sudden gulp.

She also couldn’t hold back the rush of moisture between her legs. She’d been excited before they came, and now all this talk about sex had her so aroused. She wanted to say something but angrily knew she was still too shy to admit such a thing.

“I think we should take you to lunch, Miss Lucy. I think we all need to get some cool, fresh air. Otherwise, I won’t be held responsible for what happens.”

“Good idea, Seb. I’m getting fucking excited just listening to the things you’re saying. Yep, lunch.”

Lucy wasn’t sure whether she was happy or sad. Part of her wanted nothing more than to rip her clothes off and let them do whatever they wanted to her, but the greater part of her was nervous about it all. This would be a major step in their relationship—the biggest!

Sebastian pulled her around until her face was only inches from his. “I know how you’re feeling. I know you’d like us to make love to you. Believe me, we both want nothing more. I also know you feel embarrassed about wanting it.”

Lucy opened her eyes wide at his words. It was as if he had seen directly into her mind.

“Sweetheart, never, ever be ashamed of wanting something. I’m hoping as we grow closer, you’ll find it easier to talk. This isn’t just about Jack and I. This is about you, too. This is what we all want and all enjoy. Okay?”

She nodded. “Okay,” she whispered.

“Much as I would love to introduce you to the delights of having two men make love to you, I honestly think you need some breathing time after our talk. It was pretty intense. We’ll go eat then come back and let you decide what happens next.

Someone would have to be dead not to be at least a little excited after what we’ve been talking about.

” He stared deep into Lucy’s eyes. “We all need a break. Anyway, anticipation is half the fun. Call it a brief introduction to our foreplay.”

Jack laughed so loud it made Lucy jump.

Sebastian kissed her nose. “All right, Miss Lucy?”

“All right.”

“Come on, let’s go eat.”

Jack asked, “Can we go to that pizza place down the road? I feel like pizza.”

Sebastian grinned at his mate. “Just for you, my dear, we’ll eat pizza. That is, as long as Lucy likes it.”

“I do.”

“Perfect.”